It's been ALOT since I last posted something, so... yup... first of all, I'm doing pretty well in school C: I guess it's just because actually... I'm trying harder this year, I don't wanna fail any subject, it makes you feel miserable and stupid, so that's why I'm targeting only Bs and As this year :D and uhm, a friend and I have been working on a series-like thing, at first it was just a hobby-like thing, but now its like... really dear to me, I don't know how to explain, but now I want to make it like... realz, I've been thinking in making books and whatnot, but since it is a vampires story it would get overshadowed/compared to that shit called twilight, so I thought it might be better just drawing some manga about it XD even though I don't really like my human anatomy but.. it's better than nothing right? anyways, I'll be out this christmas, I have NEVER liked the idea of celebrating away from home but guess there's nothing I can do so..... ugh.

yes.. after a horrble and long vacations over cuernavaca I came back today.. I so hated the trip if it can be called that.. first of all my, mom wanted us to stay in our "home over there".. that its not really a house but just an empty lot, so we arrived and we then proceded to settle our tent.. it was ok at first, but then with all the damn raining and watnot I wasn't able to sleep.. and whatnot, then my legs hurt because I have over 30 mosquito bites all over my body.. and the only good thing was we went to Taxco and whatnot, those trips were actually..fine, but really you don't have even the idea of how much my back hurts right now, after sleeping on the ground.. like.. 2 weeks! ugh! now most of my holidays were ruineeeedddd!! great! D: ...well hope your vacations weren't as bad as mine..again.

So.. I have been doing fine lately C: my mom's bitchness is fading and the only bad news is my laptop is broken.. since a week ago DX so I have been using my mom's computer, which is slow as hell and it's driving me crazy! but I guess thats a lot better than anything right? well, some of my cousins will be coming today at night, and my mom said we could go to Six Flags tomorrow!! It's been so long since I went to Six Flags I'm so excied lol, on the other hand... most of my friends will be switching schools the next year.. it actually scares me a little cause most of em were like the only people I really talked to.. but guess I CAN survive.. or at least I hope so DX ..either way I will keep ranting over here so.. yeah.. have a nice day!!

so I managed to convince my mom in leaving that hell of place... I arrived yesterday at 8pm.. and I slept... finally a nice sleeping, cause where I was back then I couldn't sleep more than an hour without waking up in the middle of night... the trip was sooo long DX my back hurts and I have a severe headache lol no kidding.. well at least I have a new cat! we found him all thin and dead-like on the beach, so I decided to keep him C: somehow my mom accepted and.. he is here! I love him!! lol I named him Louis <D he is so cute <3 he is the orange type with those stripes like...stripes, and the best thing is he is still a kitten, well that was all I wanted to say... I think... well seeya!

so I passed my exams.. I dunno how.. but I did! I was sooooo happy C: lol I almost cried out of exitement lol.. well.. on the other hand, one of my unlces died this fridey.. so my mom decided we should go to the funeral and whatnot.. I didn't wanted to cause you know.. here the people is like... how can I put this? uhm.. they're retarded D: I mean.. they DON'T have internet nor tv or anything that seems to be stuff with a little more technology than a phone O______O lol once I brougth my Nintendo DS and they were all like... O.O whats that?! it shines!! and I was like... DX lol... really.. but thats like nothing compared to how I felt, I mean.. I like..never had the best of relationships with her.. I didn't even felt sorry about it D; and my mother kept saying.. omg omg omg.. why is it you never cry?? are you trying to hide your feelings or what?? you want us to believe you are soooo strong and whatnot?? and I'm like... mom.. I cried yesterday while watching Titanic DX its just I don't feel anything about this DX and then she gets mad and yells at me she was her sister and blah blah.. and its drivin me crazy already.. then my grandmother is all like the most religious thing on earth.. and she is all.. we MUST pray for her.. and I'm like... DX.. I'm atheist.. I don't pray! and she is all... *glare* ...ugh.. really I so wanna leave this place already!! DX I wanna go home!! were I feel comfortable! I hate being here!! besides it's a hell.. I bathed like 3 times yesterday cause I was melting alive... well.. I hope your vacations are going way better than mine.. there is like nothing worst than this... I so hate this weather!! ugh! I'm not goinna be able to survive in here!! There is NOTHING we can do in this place.. rather than going to those cheap and slow as hell comps in a cyber.. and here is where I am.. oh my.. I feel miserable lol.. and I think I'm done ranting now XD seeya!!... lol I feel so much better now that I splited the whole thing C:

So I did my history final today, and.. I think it went...just ok.. DX the problem is I need at least a B to pass the subject, and I dunno if I will be able to get that grade.. really, I don't know.. I'm feeling sick.. horrible right now just because of this, and I am pretty sure I won't be able to sleep tonight just by the though of me having to study even more to the extraordinary.. really.. what should I do if I fail that test?.. besides, my mother would start bitching and yelling about me being her greatest disgrace... ugh.. DX but on the other side.. I passed the other 3 tests!! and I felt so proud of myself lol really XD ..mostly because I'm the type who fails every single test lol... I shouldn't be laughing about this but still... I dunno... I felt... intelligent lol well.. that was all I wanted to say so.. bye C:

Really XD I'm sooo happy! I almost jumped out of excitement when I got the news!! well at least I already passed 2 out of the 4 finals I was given a chance of passing C: the next one comes on monday, and me and my friends are studying like idiots lol cause thats like the only way we manage to pass our tests ;D lol really, but yeah.. I'm so in a good mood at the moment XD that I felt like drawing!... well, not really but I almost felt like it lol

On the other hand I have been trying to convince my mother on helping me (economically) to revamp my room, cause you know... its ugly, old and blue, I have already searched for the perfect paint and wallpapers XD I'm so enthusiastic about this project lol I even searched for doors and whatnot ;D I can't wait for my mom to say the final "yes"!! lol I feel its gonna be soon though, cause I'm a little persuasive when it comes to something I like ;D I even did a photoshop like project on how I want it to come out like lol... I was bored ;D

Well, that was all I wanted to say... for now XD

So... the second round of exams started today, and I presented my maths test today C: everything went perfect, really lol even though I was pretty scared it would go bad... For my surprise the teacher even helped me when I asked for some answers lol I think thats why I felt it a lot easier than the first one ;D I so hope to pass this time... cause if I don't I will go directly to extra-ordinaries @_____________O ...and thats so... not good lol. k that was all I wanted to say... then BYE ;D

Well, a good thing about this week is that my finals will be ending this friday!! ;D but a good thing is always followed by a bad one right? well the other is I failed 4 out of the 13 subjects DX and thats so.. not cool lol, anyways I still have a chance to pass those subjects... so I'll study hard you see ;D and uhmm... there was something else I wanted to say... can't remember... anyways, Seeya!

I mean, really, I just can't! I can't keep on studying like I've been doin lately DX its way too much for me you know... the good thing is I passed most of my finals... well at least the first half because there is still a long way to go before finishing all of em, which are a lot, besides this monday is one of the most difficult subjects ever! its Logic @0@ and I'm so not good in that kind of advanced thinking, my brain won't take it DX lol I'm serious, my head starts hurting if I think too much, but oh well... I'll still try my best... I think D;

Anyways, I have been listening to some new music, I dunno its just as if I changed my taste? because I used to love all those gay bands like Fall Out Boy, P!atD, The All-American Rejects and whatnot DX but now its... different, I don't like listening those kind of music as much I used to anymore, now I'm into rock, alternative rock, metal music O______O I dunno... but I find it so much better, and the best thing is its not commercial! cause you know... who doesn't hate commercial bands? I have always hated when a band I like gets on the radio DX it made me all... ugh in the inside, but oh well... I'm done writing now C: